Once we easily downed our mochas and felt ready to face the day we decided we should go get some real breakfast in the canteen before having to head for group therapy. I change my shoes out of my comfy slippers and decide on my favourite purple sparkly converse, they always help me feel confident…
Masking is exhausting.
Masking takes so much energy. I never know what my mask is and what is the real me. I worked for a few hours and I have two versions of a mask . One is for when I am with customers and I am doing my customer service smile and little bit on auto pilot…
Book Review-The Falling in Love Montage by Ciara Smyth
This book did take me a little while longer then I hoped to read it however it was such a lovely romance that kept me addicted throughout but also was easy for me to pick up and put down between work shifts and bus rides as I did primarily read this on my bus to…
Hell Found Me Part 19
I wake up a little dazed with with a warm feeling in my stomach that I have the greatest of friends who stayed until very late last night. I pick the note up that reads “sorry didn’t want to wake you, you were so deep asleep, we finally got kicked out late when nurse meanie…
Book Review-I Love You Lola Bloom by Rosy Dee
I have read this twice in total, only recently for the second time so I thought I'd give it a proper review. This is a beautiful love story between Ruby who happens to be a famous author but hides her true identity but using a pen name of 'lola bloom' and Maddie who is a…
Hell Found Me Part 18
I set a timer on my phone for 15 mins so I didn’t stress about how long they were going to be and so I didn’t watch the clock. I went into my bathroom to freshen up and got changed into a pair of comfy pj bottoms with disney on them and a loose tee…
Hell Found Me Part 17
We head out of the ward and as the first breath of air hits me and feels so refreshing and calming. “oh that is lovely and refreshing isn’t it, and we got lucky today that the sun is out.” Doctor Whittaker comments and I say quiet. “Now that we are outside, would you like to…
Book Review-Nobody in Particular Sophie Gonzales
I listened to this book about 5-8 times during the months of October and November last year, it was my hyper fixation and all I would listen to while driving! This is a beautiful love story between a literal princess and a scholarship student. Dani being the musician who moves from America to this fancy…
Hell Found Me Part 16
“What happened? How am I in my room?” I say all jumbled. “Hi Anna, you had a panic attack that caused you to blackout and faint. Willow notified us, we moved you to your bedroom for monitoring until you recovered and not to worry, your parents have been notified and are coming by later when…
I wish autism had an off button
I really like autism to not be there for a day. Just one single day. I see others and Ii just wish I could be social like them. What sparked this post and idea is how I went to my Christmas staff party a few nights ago (yes hospitality workers do their parties after Christmas…