-------------------------------------------- I hear them all come home. I hear my mum say she is going to get dinner ready, surprisingly, I miss the awkward silences at family dinners.  I hear my dad, go and watch the football. I hear Alice and Aaron run up to their rooms. I couldn't wait for them to come up…

-------------------------------------------- I got out my phone and tried ringing Isabella and Rebecca I needed to speak with them. It was an emergency. They didn’t answer-they must still be in school. I needed to speak with them. I rang the school and asked if I could speak with them. Mrs Smith answered luckily she was nice…

-------------------------------------------- The nurse comes in and tells me she is detaching my IV drip however I have to keep the need in my arm in case the doctors need to put medication in my system. The nurse quickly does her job, writes it on my chart on the end of my bed and leaves the…

-------------------------------------------- The nurse came back with my toast and water and I eat that while I waited for them to come back. I asked the nurse to bring in four chairs for them all, as they would be here a while and they might as well sit down, she went off and brought back four…

-------------------------------------------- My head wasn’t always messy, there was a time before my hell found me. I use to be normal, be able to think and make sense of things but a lot has happened since then. Let me rewind about a year, to a time when my head made sense and didn’t stress me out.…