Hell Found Me Part 10

It’s just me, Aaron, Alice and my dad. I feel my dad staring down at me and I try and talk to him and say “Thanks for coming dad, how did your interview go this morning?” “it’s was tough, but I didn’t want that job anyway it would be too many weekend hours.” That was…

Hell Found Me Part 9

I get to reception and they are already there before I walk up, they are grabbing some visitor passes. I wait for a few minutes until they have their issued passes. They drop their shoulder bags and we give each other the tightest hug ever. I let a tear slip. They both notice, pick up…

Hell Found Me Part 7

We drive in silencewith the radio on in the background but none of us are listening we drive insilence and I stare out the window watching the miserable rain fall down thewindow which describes, my feelings right now, strangely as much as I normallyhate rain, it’s calming my nerves and feels almost therapeutic today. After…

Hell Found Me Part 6

-------------------------------------------- BEEP! BEEP! BEEP! I groaned. I looked at my clock it was seven in the morning. Aaron and Alice will be getting up for school. I knew what was to come, I wasn't ready but I had no choice. I wish I could stay here, in my bed, my room. I lay here for…

Hell Found Me Part 5

-------------------------------------------- I hear them all come home. I hear my mum say she is going to get dinner ready, surprisingly, I miss the awkward silences at family dinners.  I hear my dad, go and watch the football. I hear Alice and Aaron run up to their rooms. I couldn't wait for them to come up…

Hell Found Me Part 4

-------------------------------------------- I got out my phone and tried ringing Isabella and Rebecca I needed to speak with them. It was an emergency. They didn’t answer-they must still be in school. I needed to speak with them. I rang the school and asked if I could speak with them. Mrs Smith answered luckily she was nice…

Hell Found Me Part 2

-------------------------------------------- The nurse came back with my toast and water and I eat that while I waited for them to come back. I asked the nurse to bring in four chairs for them all, as they would be here a while and they might as well sit down, she went off and brought back four…

Hell Found Me Part 1

-------------------------------------------- My head wasn’t always messy, there was a time before my hell found me. I use to be normal, be able to think and make sense of things but a lot has happened since then. Let me rewind about a year, to a time when my head made sense and didn’t stress me out.…