It’s just me, Aaron, Alice and my dad. I feel my dad staring down at me and I try and talk to him and say “Thanks for coming dad, how did your interview go this morning?” “it’s was tough, but I didn’t want that job anyway it would be too many weekend hours.” That was…
Hell Found Me Part 9
I get to reception and they are already there before I walk up, they are grabbing some visitor passes. I wait for a few minutes until they have their issued passes. They drop their shoulder bags and we give each other the tightest hug ever. I let a tear slip. They both notice, pick up…
Hell Found Me Part 8
My phone buzzed and got me out of my head space. It was Izzy and Becca it was their lunch break at school, and they sent me a pic of mac and cheese and I replied with a picture of mine to say I was having the same. We text back and forth a little…
Hell Found Me Part 7
We drive in silencewith the radio on in the background but none of us are listening we drive insilence and I stare out the window watching the miserable rain fall down thewindow which describes, my feelings right now, strangely as much as I normallyhate rain, it’s calming my nerves and feels almost therapeutic today. After…
Hell Found Me Part 6
-------------------------------------------- BEEP! BEEP! BEEP! I groaned. I looked at my clock it was seven in the morning. Aaron and Alice will be getting up for school. I knew what was to come, I wasn't ready but I had no choice. I wish I could stay here, in my bed, my room. I lay here for…
Hell Found Me Part 5
-------------------------------------------- I hear them all come home. I hear my mum say she is going to get dinner ready, surprisingly, I miss the awkward silences at family dinners. I hear my dad, go and watch the football. I hear Alice and Aaron run up to their rooms. I couldn't wait for them to come up…
Hell Found Me Part 4
-------------------------------------------- I got out my phone and tried ringing Isabella and Rebecca I needed to speak with them. It was an emergency. They didn’t answer-they must still be in school. I needed to speak with them. I rang the school and asked if I could speak with them. Mrs Smith answered luckily she was nice…
Hell Found Me Part 3
-------------------------------------------- The nurse comes in and tells me she is detaching my IV drip however I have to keep the need in my arm in case the doctors need to put medication in my system. The nurse quickly does her job, writes it on my chart on the end of my bed and leaves the…
Hell Found Me Part 2
-------------------------------------------- The nurse came back with my toast and water and I eat that while I waited for them to come back. I asked the nurse to bring in four chairs for them all, as they would be here a while and they might as well sit down, she went off and brought back four…
Hell Found Me Part 1
-------------------------------------------- My head wasn’t always messy, there was a time before my hell found me. I use to be normal, be able to think and make sense of things but a lot has happened since then. Let me rewind about a year, to a time when my head made sense and didn’t stress me out.…