Once we easily downed our mochas and felt ready to face the day we decided we should go get some real breakfast in the canteen before having to head for group therapy. I change my shoes out of my comfy slippers and decide on my favourite purple sparkly converse, they always help me feel confident…
Hell Found Me Part 19
I wake up a little dazed with with a warm feeling in my stomach that I have the greatest of friends who stayed until very late last night. I pick the note up that reads “sorry didn’t want to wake you, you were so deep asleep, we finally got kicked out late when nurse meanie…
Hell Found Me Part 18
I set a timer on my phone for 15 mins so I didn’t stress about how long they were going to be and so I didn’t watch the clock. I went into my bathroom to freshen up and got changed into a pair of comfy pj bottoms with disney on them and a loose tee…
Hell Found Me Part 17
We head out of the ward and as the first breath of air hits me and feels so refreshing and calming. “oh that is lovely and refreshing isn’t it, and we got lucky today that the sun is out.” Doctor Whittaker comments and I say quiet. “Now that we are outside, would you like to…
Hell Found Me Part 16
“What happened? How am I in my room?” I say all jumbled. “Hi Anna, you had a panic attack that caused you to blackout and faint. Willow notified us, we moved you to your bedroom for monitoring until you recovered and not to worry, your parents have been notified and are coming by later when…
Hell Found Me Part 15
The corridor lights turn on, I start to awake and rub my eyes. The nurse walks and opens my curtains, “Good Morning Anna, time to get up, it’s 8:30 am, get dressed and head for morning medications and breakfast, then we have group art therapy at 9:30 am followed by a morning walk in the…
Hell Found Me Part 14
I head back to my room as I need some time to decompress and be alone, this week has been alot to deal with. I unlock my door and wished I could lock it again behind me but I can’t as while I am in a room nurses have to be able to do checks…
Hell Found Me Part 13
After a few moments of Izzy crushing me with an enormous hug we let go and start to chat and catch up about our mornings. She moans about her family and being forced to hang out with them in public and her youngest sister running her wild. She is very grateful to escape them even…
Hell Found Me Part 12
We enter the room with my mum and dad leading, me behind and Alice with Aaron holding her hand. Mum and dad greet Doctor Whittaker in a very adult way, shaking her hands and introducing themselves while I make sure Aaron and Alice are comfortable on the sofa and I sit in next to Aaron…
Hell Found Me Part 11
A nurse comes in and the lights in the corridor have changed to day mode meaning its probably morning time. I actually slept through the night which was strange I didn’t think I would. “Morning Anna, time to get up it’s 7:30 am and time for morning meds, get dressed and head over to the…